and i did the best my frail mind could

December 11th, 2008

it’s crazy how easily i’m amused. i recently updated my wordpress and after having a mini freak out because it was giving me an error i really like how it looks it’l take a couple of days before i look around at all the new stuff. tomorrow will be an interesting day :/

oh and looking at the news idk if i’m still going to knotts since it’s supposed to rain. honestly i forget what that place looks like without the halloween decorations around. what else oh and in my constant enter contests way of life i entered one to be a webtern for kroq and one to go to that broadcast for fall out boy. even though the boys are gonna be in ny and we’ll basically just be watching on big screens. i’m ok with that! i love the new album.

damn you look good and i’m drunk

December 10th, 2008

…just because something looks edible doesn’t mean it is. no more rice aroni for me :[

if home is where the heart is then we’re all just fucked

December 9th, 2008

the show last night was amazing. like i can’t even begin to explain how amazing. old songs. new songs. tiny venue. it was perfection. thankfully i had a ride this time which is nice. i’ve recently gotten some bad news but the show was what i needed to give a sense of hope if you will. that everything happens for a reason. that this is where i prove i can work for what i want and i’m more than willing to do that now. but enough of the cryptic.

the show was at the troubadour which is very tiny. we were trying to figure out who the opener was. the stage was small and only one drum set was up. and it just seemed too much of a hassle to have to take down that set and put up andy’s. we went through all the decaydance artists trying to figure it out. then we saw them put up banners for tyga. made sense. all he needed was his dj really. i’ve never heard of him. he was energetic but probably not something i’d see if it was just him. but he was doing his thing and i can appreciate that.  fall out boy just swoons. i recorded as much video as i could because my pictures came out crappy. after the show we waited out back though, andy, joe, and patrick had already left. boo. and there were paps there cause ashlee went and so did joe simpson. who is probably a v. nice man but he scares me. i got a picture with tyga. i look horrible. we waited and waited. i think i saw a glimpse of pete and thus missed ashlee when she scurried into the big black suv with the tinted windows. then it was to go home time. i won’t be going to the art show today. but i may go to the broadcasting thing next week. we’ll see.

ps. if you comment in another language besides english/spanish i will probably deny it since i don’t know how to read it :[

sleep in a bed i made wake in another place

December 8th, 2008

it’s not even noon yet and i’m starving :/ but anyway the show is tonight. i don’t know how it’ll go but i’m going and that’s what matters! i don’t have much to say i know there’s an artshow tomorrow that i want to go to but i think i’ll pass.  and really that’s all i have to say for today!

oh what’s sad is i just realized last night i was going to miss heroes tonight and had i remembered that i probably would have passed on the show. :[

everything happens for a reason. a good one i hope

i don’t just want to be a footnote in someone else’s happiness

December 7th, 2008

i was already in bed early for me at least. and i was like oh crap update time. tomorrow is the fall out boy show so i’ll probably update before i leave tomorrow since i’m not sure when i’m returning. i am excited to see these guys. i’m charging up my camera right now. i have my phone charging of course and i’ll be charging the second battery at work tomorrow just in case. honestly i remember when i first started listening to fall out boy. at first they were a band i mocked simply because everyone around me was mocking them but the more i heard them the more i just loved the music. and then somone who shall remain nameless sent me their entire collection of music. so i could at least say well i didn’t pay for it! still the more i listened the more i loved these guys and i was finally ready to come out of the closet and admit i was a fall out boy fan. and i started buying hard copies to the music i already had just to say i bought it. but i still was unsure how much i would really like them.

then when fall out boy did the honda civic tour with cobra starship and the academy is i knew that was the perfect time and i did go. and i loved them so much live. since then i’ve been in one music video. `i don’t care` but umm. don’t bother looking for me cause i couldn’t even spot myself. it didn’t help i moved around the set so depending on which shot they used who knew where i was. i not having a car nor a ride made it back to where i lived at five am? so i went straight to work. then i was in the photoshoot they did for ap magazine. i’m on the cover being a dumbbutt. and now i’m going to see this huge band at the troubadour. where i wanted to see cobra when they toured with the cab but sadly didn’t get tickets too. they sold out too fast.  sigh. anyway this was supposed to be much shorter than this but as you can tell i’m excited! ok trying to make myself sleep now.

i’m in love with my own sins.

December 6th, 2008

i told myself i wouldn’t buy the new fall out boy single that released on itunes but of course i did. not only that i bought the suavez remix of i don’t care because anything having to do with cobra is love. let me just say i love fall out boy and i’ll expand on this but i didn’t realize how late it is. but i will say this. patrick is one of the most talented just human in the world. dreamysigh

i thought it was a bird, but it was just a paper bag

December 5th, 2008

so i’m probably 75% finished cleaning my room, it might not look that much cleaner compared to past times i’ve cleaned but it is way cleaner and you can see the difference in the drawers. they’re organized and the clothes are folded like they should be. instead of just throwing everything in there. i’ve thrown out a buch of stuff that i don’t need. i’ve moved the cd’s i own to some place by my bed and i went through all my dvd’s making sure the right movie is in the right case. then i did my usual organizing. all my colin farrell movies, chris evans movies, jesse bradford movies, disney movies - classics only kthnx, then it’s my random movies followed by my tv shows on dvd. and each section is in alphabetical order.

i have five of the family guy volumes and my niece and nephew love them even though they’re not of age to watch them but i remember showing her austin powers very early on clearly my child rearing skills are in tip top shape.

tomorrow is the work christmas party gotta pick up a gift for the whie elephant game. maybe a gift card. one year i got a petco card. which was nice but i don’t own pets… hm. well i ended up trading with someone. they had cats and i wanted their starbucks set. it worked for the best!

you think that i’m insane

December 4th, 2008

cleaning my room seemed like a good idea several hours ago. now i’m really regretting it but i think by tomorrow i’ll be done/i’ve reorganized a lot of things because i just threw it where i could. but now things have more of a place which is good. i found my grillz! i bought them when fall out boy did honda civic tour and paul wall was on the line up. i always lose those suckers. but yeah i found out. i’ve thrown out a lot that i really don’t need. i’m reorganizing my clothes and jsut making my room a little nicer to be in. i might post some after shots and just know the before hand shots were bad!

you look so good in the clothes of a poser

December 3rd, 2008

i have to tinkle so this is gonna be another quick one. i really love having hulu.com around because really the main reason i wanted cable was to see the colbert report and the daily show. and now i can watch it there. sure it’s a day delay but it’s free and i’m not gonna complain at all. plus i don’t have cable money so it’s not happening.

in other news. nothing really but yeah just saying hello!

you only see what i let you see

December 2nd, 2008

i almost forgot this but yeah didn’t! so thank goodness for that. i’m linking the cobra starship video for kiss my sass because i just love it. i love everything they do though so i may be biased. i saw them twice on the sassyback tour and it was amazing even if gabe did have the hurt vocal cords. so yes short and sweet. watch the video be amazed!

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=47534365